First of all, everything is my fault. I realize that I lack fundamental human capabilities, that I cannot get along with others, and that I always make the wrong decisions. So it is my fault. If I am in a situation where I want to complain about, it is my fault. Don’t take me wrong, I do not intend to be self-pitying. I am trying to evaluate myself as objectively as possible. I do not say such things to draw your attention. Not at all.
Based on that, I do not want to complain to someone because I do not want them to empathize with me. I am completely aware that it is my fault. I do not want you to say that I was not wrong. Rather, I want you to blame me for my fault. For my flaw. But people are kind. People are so gracious that they empathize with me, console me, and show anger or grief about my situation. I do not want that.
Originally, when I complain about something, I am sure I am unconsciously hiding what I did not want you to know. I am sure I am talking as if I were a victim. When I complain about something, I cannot remove subjectivity.
So I know it is my fault. People are always gentle and relate to me regardless of my faults. I do not like this false empathy. Since I am wrong, I want you to say that I am wrong. However, as rational agents, people know that to show agreement with others is the best way to get along well. I know people agree with me when I complain. I hate it. So I do not want to do so.
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